Wednesday, January 23, 2013
Confirmation, Mitzvah, and Meaning
As we waited for the start of the service, I talked shop with the rabbi for a bit. Earlier that day, I'd sat in on a family b'nei mitzvah planning class that he'd lead, as my youngest is spooling up for that rite of passage later this year. I'd been particularly fascinated by his presentation of the history of the bat/bar mitzvah within Judaism, and wanted to talk with him about what I'd heard.
What he'd laid out was the recentness of that ritual in the history of Judaism. Though it's a huge blowout deal now, it was a relatively trivial event for much of the history of that faith tradition. It was a coming of age, sure, but at the most basic level. Even more notably, he talked about the move in the more progressive wings of Judaism to change the whole process back in the late 19th and early 20th century.
As it's impossible to notice, thirteen-year-olds are not always ready to make a meaningful public statement about their faith commitment. Are they smart? Sure. Are they capable of interesting insights and real spiritual engagement? Yes. But are they their own adult persons? Often, no, not quite, not yet. Sometimes, yes.
That process of individuation, the transition between childhood and adulthood, that's still very deeply in process. At thirteen, most of us are still coalescing, still a swirl of the child we were and the adult we will be.
What Reform Judaism had struggled with...and still struggles with...was the meaningfulness of that ritual of transition. If it's set to a particular age, something one does at a particular time in life no matter where one stands as a person and no matter where you stand in your relationship with your faith, then what does that ritual mean?
And so there was real conversation in American Judaism about pushing that time back, either to sixteen or to the point one desired it. It was to become more like confirmation...which now is done in some synagogues in addition to the b'nei mitzvah.
That this conversation had been an active one in portions of Judaism is fascinating, because it needs to be an active conversation within those strains of Christianity that do confirmation. Confirmation, within the Reformed tradition, is often presented as something like the whole mitzvah thing. They do the bris and the mitzvah, we do the baptism and the confirmation. For Christian progs, it lets us nod serenely at how our practices both mirror and honor the tradition from which Jesus sprang.
But given the struggles within Judaism about the place and role of the mitzvah, does that make sense? I am convinced that approaching the affirmation of faith that is at the core of confirmation as something that happens at one age for everyone makes no sense whatsoever. Now you're in ninth grade! Time for confirmation!
This feels wrong. This does not compute.
If you are a people woven together by blood and history, I can see some logic in doing this at thirteen. If your self-understanding is that you belong to a community because of a shared culture and tradition, then age and volition matters less. That's certainly far from the only factor in having a strong sense of Jewish identity, but it is there for some.
Within the dynamics of Christian faith, however, a volitional engagement with the faith is absolutely central because the cultural element is not...cannot be...there. Christianity is not a culture or a people. If it falls into identifying too strongly with one culture, it betrays itself. It is a state of being, a freely chosen orientation of the soul. If the rituals and celebrations of our entry into that state of being do not mirror that reality, then they will be empty things.
And our kids will notice the emptiness of that moment. And they will not stay to walk the Way with us, because what we have taught them is that that statement of faith does not matter.