Showing posts with label recovery. Show all posts
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Tuesday, August 13, 2024

Of Trauma and New Growth

I've been growing okra this year, mostly as an experiment to see how it fares in our ever warming Midatlantic climate.  

The answer, much to my surprise, was that it did fine, but underproduced at the height of our record-setting summer.  It's heat tolerant, yes, but once temperatures got up into the high nineties (that's mid-thirties for the rest of the world) growth and production slowed down.  That was compounded by a moderate drought, which stunted growth even more despite my best efforts at watering.  Nothing beats a good soaking rain, and that just wasn't forthcoming for much of the summer.

Yields were less than I expected, but still enough.  The usual territorial incursions of squirrels and chipmunks and wandering deer weren't present, which is often the case when you introduce a new and unfamiliar plant to the garden.  

I harvested and flash-froze dozens of pods for use in curries, where they have proved nutty and toothsome and utterly delicious.  Given that half of my family was from the South, I figured I'd also fry some up with cornmeal batter. 

The plants had great leaf growth, and as temperatures started to moderate a bit and the rains returned on a more regular basis, production ramped up.  Each okra blossomed with multiple flowers and growing pods, and it looked like I'd get that bumper crop I'd been hoping for...enough to start bringing some in to my churches' Little Free Produce Stand.

"Great," I thought to myself.  "This is working exactly according to plan."  Never think that.

Because that's right about when the deer hit.  

That's "deer," singular, or so my neighbor across the street told me.  Just one doe, unusually thin, that spent a good long while uprooting my early fall green bean plantings, and then dove voraciously into the okra.  The neighbor came over to shoo it away, but the deer seemed unphased.  It might, like a skeletal doe I encountered last year, have been suffering from wasting disease, which makes deer both listless, endlessly hungry, and utterly unafraid.

It was a massacre.  

Half of my plants had their flowers, all of their pods, and most of their leaves consumed.  That included my two most productive plants, which I'd hoped to use for seedsaving later in the season.  They were reduced to sad green twigs with short, mostly empty branches, only a few wan leaves hanging off here and there.  

I redoubled my application of anti-deer spray, which seemed to prevent another attack on the few okra that remained.

I turned my attention elsewhere in the garden.  I uprooted spent beans and tomatoes, amended the soil with homegrown compost, and got to replanting for the fall harvest.  

A few days later, I noticed that the ravaged okra was responding to trauma.  Not by withering, not by dying or surrendering to death, but by defiant regrowth.  

From the "elbows" between the main trunk and branches, the cells of the plant had repurposed themselves.  Fresh new leaves, delicate and hopeful, unfurling out of seemingly nothing, ready to catch the rays of the sun.  

From the abundant light of our G type main sequence star and a single minded vitality, the work of life would start again.

Gardens can be such heartening things.

Friday, February 28, 2014

The Pastor's Half-Million Dollar Home

The letter came in the mail yesterday, one of the few dead-tree items that wasn't just materially manifested spam.

It was Fairfax County's annual assessment of the value of our home.  It's not much to look at, really it isn't.  Our domain sits on barely a quarter acre, just a tick over 1,300 square feet of finished space, a squat and ivy-covered four bedroom and three-bath bit of suburbia.  It's brick and cinderblock and over-braced, sturdy and solidly built, representing state-of-the-art 1961 homebuilding.  The bedrooms are small, and the bathrooms are tiny.  But really, honestly, how large does a bathroom need to be?  It gets 'er done.

When we bought in, fourteen years ago, it stretched us.  Two part-time nonprofit salaries adding up to the equivalent of one and a quarter full jobs, as we juggled work and babies and sanity?  That meant that we really pushed to get our way to the $249,000 asking price of the house.  

Then things went crazy, and prices soared to wild levels.  In late 2005, houses exactly like ours were selling for $600,000.  Then...like everything else in that debt-fever housing bubble...they crashed, and hard, dropping back into the mid three-fifties.  It was not an easy time for those who came after us.  At the top of our street, a home still sits abandoned, where underwater peak-purchase owners fled and left it after their insane mortgage proved unmanageable.

And now, the values are up again.  According to the county, our home is worth sixty thousand more dollars this year than it was last year.  Four hundred and sixty four thousand, to be exact.  Not sure if that's oversharing, but hey, the data is out there.  My Zillow Zestimate is even higher, at just about five hundred thousand even.  Half a million dollars.

According to the values of our culture, this is supposed to be a good thing.  That's a minimum of another sixty thousand dollars of home equity!  And fifteen percent in a year?  Thats a pretty solid annual ROI!

But I can't see it that way.  Perhaps I'm just stubborn, or insane.  Most likely so.  I just can't help but remember being in my late twenties.  I have not forgotten the self that I was, when a home was something we were striving for.

That means I can't look at the resurgent price of real-estate with any joy.  The housing market has recovered, chirrup those who tell us what we're supposed to believe.  But it smells wrong, and tastes wrong.

Sure, I benefit, I guess.  But my own profit is meaningless to me ethically.  Like I said, perhaps I'm just insane.

I know two things about home prices.  Because I follow the markets, I know that the rise in prices now is not being driven by new homeowner demand.  Houses are selling, sure, particularly given the still-low cost of borrowing.  But they are being sold to wealthy investors and business concerns.

And I also know that salaries continue to be stagnant for all but the aforementioned wealthy investors.  If most of us are seeing one-to-two percent increases in salaries annually...if we're lucky...and home prices are soaring?  All that means is that houses become more and more inaccessible to the young people who are where my wife and I were a decade ago.

So the rise in home prices is like the rise of the price of gas, or of milk, or of bread.  Something we all require to live is now more expensive?  Hardly a cause for celebration.

And that I benefit from it, in my own self?  Again, irrelevant.  Meaningless, particularly if I attend to the teachings of my rabbi.  As he clearly taught, compassion is not the friend of profit.